March 6th, 2011

Purpose

I think a micro-mid-life-crisis is brewing in my head at the moment, (perfect time to write  a blog post).

I’ve been spending the last few weeks revisiting my financial plan, making productive use of my hard earned bucks rather than letting it sit and collect dust. In going through all of my sources of knowledge and guidence on the matter so far, the recurring theme of ‘goals’ have started to really sink in.

What are my short-term and long-term (financial, or otherwise) goals? What am I working my way towards?

When I think hard about this matter, I realize how much of a void is in my future. What am I saving towards? Retirement? That seems a little too far out to really make my #1 priority at the moment. A house? A car? A vacation? Funding further education? I honestly don’t know.

And then I end up looking historically at where my money ends up going, trying to discern a pattern that may provide any light into the matter.

Where does my money end up being spent? Social endeavors with friends and miscellaneous expenses that accumulate to nothing.

I need some new life goals. Something meaningful at the end of my tunnel. Life feel’s a little empty.

* Don’t get me wrong now, I recognize and appreciate the fact that I’m in a better situation than many.. actually having a career right out of school and being self-sustained. But the fact still stands that I shouldn’t be pissing it all away and waste what opportunities I’ve been granted.

January 3rd, 2011

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

While I don’t blog regularly, I make it a point to write a post when it comes to the new year.

In my mind, 2010 has been more significant than years previously and so this should be a fun post.

Reviewing my resolutions from last year:

1. Work off this December gut (haven’t been to the gym all December – FO SHAME!!): FAIL!! If anything, between 4B, Asia and full time work, the gut has grown.

2. Keep this blog in tact through the end of 2010 (prospects are good): FAIL!! Seeing as how I’m copying these resolutions out from a backup XML file, it’s safe to say that I restarted the blog once again. Not even sure why this is a resolution, sounds so stupid in hindsight.

3. Graduate: YEAH!! Somehow I managed to get out of Waterloo with my head on my shoulders. 4B was by far the toughest term I’ve had, mainly driven by personal decisions and bad luck.

4. Successfully plan and execute my elaborate cross-Asia post-grad trip: YEAH!! I spent 7 weeks in Asia traveling country to country. It was the first time I’ve ever done anything so drastic, and thankfully everything went off without too many hiccups. Definitely an experience of a lifetime, it was quite an eye-opener.

5. Be a hardcore consultant once I start working: On Track. I don’t want to jinx anything so I won’t say anymore. Work keeps me busy (going back to work after an entire week of slacking will not be easy).

6. Stop being such a lazy slacker: ???. I will always be a lazy slacker.

7. Do something significant and memorable: ???. This is a toughie. I think 2010 has been significantly memorable… between the transition to full time work, taking a long vacation, etc.


Copying my friend Natalie’s format, I’ve put together my Top 10 8 for 2010:

8. Gradball
Engineering Grad Ball was definitely a highlight of the year. Winning a  bottle of Patron, partaking in shenanigans, late night post-formal pizza; it was quite an evening. I wish I knew more people in my program though, but you can’t have it all.

7. Digital SLR Camera
In the spirit of making large unwieldy purchases (e.g., plane tickets, etc.), I decided that this was the right time to make my move and purchase my first D-SLR, mainly for the purposes of capturing my trip in its entirety. Clocking approximately 8000 shots since May, I’ve been more than pleased with my Canon Rebel XS. Prospects for this camera are that I’ll hold onto the body for at least 1-2 more years and make a lens purchase or two (and a flash/diffuser) in the new year.

6. Bungee Jumping
I had to look back at some pictures and posts for inspiration in coming up with this list of Top 10. How could I forget the unforgettable experience of bungee jumping off the tallest commercial bungee jump location in Macau. My friend Simon and I had made plans to do this ever since deciding to go to Hong Kong and given the weather that day we went to Macau, we thought it almost wouldn’t happen. It was quite an experience. People ask me whether I was scared. At the time, for some inexplicable reason, I wasn’t scared of it at all. Perhaps I was very confident in the mechanical supporting equipment, or the people running the jump, or maybe I just wanted to knock on heaven’s door.

5. Full Time Employment
Starting my long awaited career was a definite highlight for this year. Having received my offer back at the beginning of 2009, having job security was a very good thing, especially given the state of the economy at the time. Since starting in August, I’ve definitely been trying my best at work, while trying to maintain this fabled work-life-balance. At times its been a toughie but it’s necessary to achieve that ‘work hard, play hard’ mentality.

4. Rock Climbing
After returning from Asia, my friend PY invited me out rock climbing.A visit to True North Climbing made me decide to take up climbing as a regular hobby. Soon after, I picked up my own harness and climbing shoes, and more recently quit my gym membership at the YMCA. Climbing regularly (2-3 times a week) for the past 5-6 months, I’ve progressed myself as a climber, starting with top-rope, getting into bouldering, participating in a few competitions so far, and even got my lead certification at the gym. My goal for the upcoming year is to grow as a climber, eventually sending 5.10s on lead and 5.11s on top-rope, and do better in the bouldering comps. And let’s not forget about the awesome climbing friends I’ve met at the gym, and makes every climbing session that much more fun.

3. Friends
Friends should definitely make the Top 10. Being an only child, I do look to those around me for company. I’m thankful for the friends who’ve gotten me through thick and thin, keeping me true and sane. I’m also thankful for all of the new friends I’ve met this year. I hope to be better connected with people this year, keeping in touch regularly when I can.

2. Asia Trip
This trip almost didn’t happen. It was something I had thought about for the past couple of years, and talked about it with friends on and off. It wasn’t until about 2 1/2 months before departing that I really started to make solid plans. Contacting friends and family that was in Asia, many emails were exchanged back and forth asking travel opinions and asking for places to stay. Without such awesome people to support my trip, I probably wouldn’t have been able to see as much as I did, or have as much fun for that matter. It was definitely an experience, both planning and going on the trip itself. I have no idea when I’ll ever be able to find that much time off ever again to do something so cool.

1. Graduate University
High on my list is completion of my 5-year Computer Engineering degree with a Minor in Economics. The final stretch, 4B term, was quite a challenging one. From the countless sleepless nights trying to get our Fourth Year Design Project prototype to work, to an overloaded schedule (to fit in my Economics courses) as well as planning a grad trip while trying to study for exams, has made for the busiest term hands down. The past five years have definitely been a life changing experience for me, between everyone I’ve met along the way, and the lessons (both academic and in life) that I’ve learned.



November 14th, 2010

Ride the Rock

Thought I’d share with all my viewers what I’ve been occupying my time with these days.

Since the beginning of July, I’ve taken up indoor rock climbing as a regular past time. Since starting, I’ve been going regularly 2-3 times a week, twice on weekdays and usually once on a weekend. Climbing is such a complete workout for not only your body (core strength, forearm strength, finger/grip strength, balance), but also a mental exercise – trying to solve that bouldering problem you’ve been struggling with, or get past the crux of a climb that you haven’t been able to finish yet.

To date, I’ve come a long way in my progression in the sport. Climbing regularly with my friend, top-rope belayer and newly-appointed lead climbing partner PY, I’ve seen great improvements from the months when I had just started. To add, I’ve met a lot of new friends in the climbing community which makes it that much more fun to go climb with people who share the same passion. Things like that make the experience just that much better,

The thing that most appeals to me in climbing is the interaction with nature in a way that cannot be matched. While indoor gym climbing hones the skill and solidifies the technique, I think my ultimate goal is to go toe-to-toe with nature and in Yuji Hirayama’s words, “Ride the rock”. That said, I hope that next summer I can do some real outdoor lead climbing or bouldering.

October 4th, 2010

Day In, Day Out

It’s hard for me to believe that two months have already flown by since I started working. Since then, I’ve remained relatively unchanged, but predominantly unavailable.

Between the occasional Friday social with colleagues, semi-regular up-keeping with indoor rock climbing and the (shameful) attempts to hit the gym (read: I’m laaaazzy), ‘free time’ is typically limited to a Saturday afternoon/evening for anything that hasn’t been planned in advance.

My new goal is to figure out how to squeeze in the one-offs like my overdue car maintenance (my check engine light is on).

Ideally, I would like to get to a point where I can do absolutely everything I want to, efficiently, without sacrificing the idea that ‘free time’ is actually free (and not previously planned out).

For some reason, this scene from Mad Men popped back into my head. Maybe it’s because I saw a picture of a moleskin notebook just now.

They say as soon as you have to cut down on your drinking, you have a drinking problem.
My mind is a jumble.
I can’t organize my thoughts and typing feels like work.
I’ve never written more than two hundred and fifty words – not even in high school.
Five paragraphs, fifty words a piece.

God, I was lazy.
I should have finished high school.
Everything could have been different.

I gotta work on organizing my life. There’s too much I want to do – and hardly any time to do it.

Thanks for reading.

J

September 19th, 2010

TIFF review: The Debt

I had the opportunity to check out the Toronto International Film Festival gala screening of John Madden’s The Debt staring Helen Mirren and Sam Worthington.
(Note: Gala Screening – premiere screening of a film. In the case of this film, both the directory John Madden as well as the main cast of the movie were in attendance to watch the film with us)

The experience of attending a Gala screening of a film’s world premiere, inclusive of the stars and directors at the movie itself is thrilling. Compounded with the fact that TIFF was being held within the great city of Toronto and blocks away from my office made it that much more noteworthy for me. It makes me proud to live and work in Toronto given that Toronto can host an international film festival praised as being second to the Cannes International Film Festival in terms of its star profile attendance.

The movie itself was fantastic as well. I consider plot to be a driving factor for myself when evaluating a film and The Debt definitely had a convincing plot. From watching the initial trailer on the TIFF website (in determining which movie to see for the festival), I was convinced that this film would be a very interesting one. After watching the movie, both me and my friend Louise agreed that the plot was great. Further, I think that John Madden’s execution in telling the story really added to the experience in watching the film.  Attached below is a synopsis pulled from IMDB:

Rachel Singer is a former Mossad agent who endeavored to capture and bring to trial a notorious Nazi war criminal – the Surgeon of Birkenau – in a secret Israeli mission that ended with his death on the streets of East Berlin. Now, 30 years later, a man claiming to be the doctor has surfaced, and Rachel must go back to Eastern Europe to uncover the truth. Overwhelmed by haunting memories of her younger self and her two fellow agents, the still-celebrated heroine must relive the trauma of those events and confront the debt she has incurred.

I would recommend people watch it when it comes out in theaters at the end of this year (December 29, 2010).

September 7th, 2010

Hmm..

I wonder who is reading this…

September 4th, 2010

Theraputic

Once in a while, I take my car down to the coin-op car wash nearby to give my car a spa treatment.  Getting under every nook and cranny to make sure it’s absurdly spotless.

It’s a ritual for me, and a rather therapeutic one at that.

My dad passed this car along to me a few years ago and either the same day or day after, I took it to wash and got it more spotless than I’d ever remembered it. The sense of possession and ownership became apparent to me. Now I definitely don’t treat Big E as well as I should, and tend to drive fast and drive bumpy when needed – but I hope a good scrub makes up for it (definitely not).

Nostalgia kicking in…

I remember the days of sitting through car washes in my mom’s car when I was little.
I would watch afterwards while she got out to wipe the entire car down with a towel in the space behind the car wash before we were off again.
I also remember being very concerned as to make sure our wheels lined up with the little plates that pull your car. And complaining to myself that those vacumue/air blowers at the end of the cycle (to get rid of all the water) would always do a disappointing job of getting the water off.

August 28th, 2010

Harder, Faster, Stronger

During one of my countless sessions in the conditioning room at my university’s gym, I overheard a conversation between two friends.

One was giving a spiel to the other about the use of music in a workout; commenting on the fact that you shouldn’t use music to psych yourself up. Rather, you should be finding the strength from within (I couldn’t find any other way to make that sound less corny). What I mean by that – is that it should be your own determination and goals that push yourself to improve.

That being said, I’m putting together one of my best workout playlists to date.

Stay tuned,

J

August 24th, 2010

Rainy Days

For those cloudy rainy days.

Corrine Bailey Rae – Another Rainy Day

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Alicia Keys – Prelude To A Kiss

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Burt Bacharach – Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

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John Legend – Show Me

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John Mayer – Comfortable

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Norah Jones – Don’t Know Why

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Sigur Rós – Staralfur

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August 23rd, 2010

Game Over

The possibility of losing doesn’t appeal to me, so I’ve decided not to play this game.

Continue? Y/N